sometimes things are really not as easy as we think it was ,
why must it be this way ?
does it really have to ?
i really do not understand it ...
what i should do next ?
whether should i tolerate it ?
or ...
whether i should just give up ?
at this moment ...
i just wish that all the things would be as easy as we thought
i just do know what to do ...
haiz ...
is this really the end of us ?